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I agree with Christina, we tend to dwell so long on our mistakes with BP, creating those awful self loathing feelings. I pray you can find forgiveness within yourself (and I understand 100% how big a task that is to accomplish). I always thought my past mistakes would be forgotten once I got older but we never do forget them, it’s trying to find the way to live with them, learn from them and forgive. I hope you do better soon.