I’m ready to throw in the towel. Just succumb to this blackness. I don’t feel like I have the energy to fight anymore. I have to fight though; if not for myself then for my son. He deserves a real mother. A good mother. Right now I’m not a good mother. I’m not a good anything.
I need some strength. I’m spent.
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Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real?
-Albus Dumbledore
That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it
f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have.
-Garden State
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