So I'm thinking about another step toward self help...meds? I still really don't want anybody to know how I am feeling so I don't want to go to a doctor and I can't afford a therapist right now. I could get a lot of things through the black market but I'd much rather not...for moral reasons. Is it possible to get over the counter anti-anxiety/antidepressant medications? And, if so, do they work well or are they a hoax??