Totally a "model" patient in terms of taking medication. Also in terms of having low-side effects and a better prognosis than most.

But I also think and worry too much for my own good, and have a bad habit of complaining about things.

Weirdly, the only time I stop taking it too seriously is when I'm symptomatic - which is great on the surface, but I actually don't seek help when I really need it...

so it's complicated