Hi, I am so sorry that you're having to cope with your dad having cancer. My father died from lung cancer, my aunt died from cancer, my uncle died from cancer, my cousin died from cancer (she was only 52), and a year ago my sister died from it.

The illness of a loved one has a far and wide effect upon the entire family.

I strongly encourage you to get into therapy. Don't try to handle this load all on your own, especially when your family is also involved. Also, a support group would probably be very helpful.

Good luck. I wish you peace.