Today was the first time that we talked about my trauma.

You asked me what all I could remember, but I just couldn't bring myself to tell you all of it.

I couldn't find the words to tell you how he asked me to show him when I cut myself because of what he did.

I couldn't find a way to say what happened with the flash light.

I know these are important details because of how they affect me, but I just don't know how to say them.