lets just say that I am a difficult patient.
I drink and my pdoc may refuse to continue seeing me tomorrow when I see her again after she had her staff tell me 3 times to not drink any alcohol.
I drank.
now I must lie to her.

I am a nurse and read up on things and make suggestions all of the time about meds to try etc.
I suggested abilify and seroquel, abilify was not good for me.

I increase my meds then tell her about it.
She is not happy with me.
I want a new pdoc, but have yet to come up with an alternative one.
Although I am not looking that hard.

I have told my therapist about wanting a new set of eyes....she did not like the idea of me seeing a psychologist who has prescriptive abilities.

She would rather I see a nurse practitioner, psych nurse.

I have seen Dr.O for 15 years so that is a long time.
Not sure how it is going to go tomorrow....
bizi