Thank you everyone... for your input... I have been physically sick... sore sore throat... so haven't been back...

Yes, it was a specific.. question.. aimed at me...

one specific alter within my entire system of alters...

so most of you.. understood... and that really helped....

yes.. it is a very difficult topic... cause... it.. does kinda "mess" with the system... the mind.. ya know...

yes, this one alter... not the host... doesn't believe that she is an alter or a host or DID.... and she needs and is being dealt with... by my T... how this happened.. don't know..

and it is pretty well... like having one alter that does not believe in God... while.. the host.. and other alters are Christian... just like that..

and it is hard to work around... but has to be dealt with...

I just wondered if I was the only DID person that had an alter like that... and if anyone had experience with it..

Peace to all.... and (((((lovies))))