Will it really? Can it possibly get better?

Thank you for the well wishes everyone. I’m struggling so much but also having breakthroughs on other areas. I’m going through some massive changes which are challenging my whole perceptions of reality. I want to talk about them but don’t think I’m suppose to and I’m embarrassed about them in some ways which I shouldn’t be.

If anyone knows how I can make this all better or what I can do, please let me know. ANYTHING you can suggest will be appreciated.