I had my pdoc visit today. I felt it was shorter than it should have been, so I don't really know how helpful it really was. It made me wonder if I did something wrong for her to not give me enough time? It felt like my needs were sort of dismissed, and I usually don't feel that way with her. I know I'm probably being a little paranoid though. She said since I am on the highest dose of Lamictal and on some other meds that are either high or if I go higher, they tend to cause a lot of side effects. She wants to see how I do if I change my sleep patterns and get back into a routine, but she also wants me to come back in about 2-3 weeks. If things continue to be as bad, we will have to change something or go up higher on one of my meds.

I'm feeling tired, but wired, and it's hard to control my emotions, especially anger. I just can't deal with some of the personalities around me lately. They seem to think they are so perfect and can be very insulting. I don't feel like talking to them anymore. I have work tomorrow and dread it, since my sleep patterns are still so off.