We slept together last night. then today I ended it. I sent a text and blocked him. I just unblocked him and I got a text asking if everything is ok. I have not responded. the sex is way too good to give up. I kept crying all day.
When I first met him it didn't bother me when he talked about his wife. I didn't even think about her at all. Now I am thinking about it. it is really bothering me. My life in general is bothering me. I am in this predicament because I hate my life, so when I cry I am thinking about him and also my life, and how I wish it wasn't this way. I have on one to count on, no money, nothing! having someone just for a minute that is forbidden is sometimes better than nothing at all!