I saw my pdoc this evening at 4;45pm.
She was very nice and concerned,
she truly wanted to hear about my struggles, intimacy with jeff, showering, self image, loss of self/identity when I told her about my hip and arthritis and my weight....and social anxiety issues.
she spent over a half an hour with me.
She did not give me too much grief about the drinking like I thought she would so was grateful for that. She was surprised that naltrexone was not really helping. She really does not want to keep me on zyprexa because of weight gain. I want to stay on it to see if it helps with my mood, I don't think I am hypomanic now.
Tonight I Had good self control, did several hours of paper work that I had been avoiding.
I won't see her until the end of january.
She documented me mild depression. She said she was afraid to put me on an antidepresant, and I said no agreeing with her afraid of mania.
It was a really good visit.
bizi