So, I can’t sleep. You’d think a sedative increase would help. Now I’m wondering if it made me go from having delusions to being euphoric. That’s ridiculous right? It more likely means I need more of it. I don’t want this nice feeling to go, such a refreshing change. I have an appointment with my psychologist tomorrow and apparently my email to my doctor about my incident of thinking I was speaking to the dead meant he needed to speak with my by phone tomorrow too. They set up an appointment for me I didn’t even do anything to set it up. Usually it’s a phone call and a waiting list to get it all sorted. I go through waves today of euphoria, it’s dulled but it’s there. Techno, nicotine, and pretty moon filled skies over here. I feel like I’ve had too much coffee. It’s time to sleep butt every time I try I have to cover my mouth to prevent me from singing whatever’s in my head. Trying not to wake the husband you know. I’m not sure what to tell the care team duo tomorrow. I had a dream last night, i rarely remember dreams unless something is off. In my dream I tried to save an animal but it bit me, it was a baby raccoon I discovered and tried to give it back to the mom and then she bit me. I then got a vaccine for rabies from a nurse that happened to be across the street from the bush where the raccoons lived. Why does this all bother me? I don’t know. I feel a wave maybe it’s the sleep train. I’ll try again... for the 4th time

If you are up too, you aren’t alone. Happy moon time, night owls.