Dear Friend,

None of this was your fault. I was raised to think the only thing I was good at was sex, and that was from 3 years old. Sometimes going after abuse was the only way I could get fed, or get money. It was second nature to me as a little girl. I'm sorry you're hurting, but one day you'll be able to place the blame where it truly belongs - with those who abused you.

I wrote about my experiences here, when a similar story came up on a Star Trek episode, of all things...
SPOILERS FOR STAR TREK: DISCOVERY TRIGGER WARNING:... | Blogging in Shadows

You deserve good things. Hugs (if allowed) from me.