Okay so I didn’t want to start a whole new thread about school issues again, but I’m really struggling and I’d so appreciate some support/advice. I missed all my classes this morning because I was so depressed and anxious I literally felt paralyzed and like I couldn’t get out of bed.

I didn’t email my professors, I don’t know what I’d say. I’ve already missed the max amount of classes before it affects my grade, so I can’t just be like oh sorry I wasn’t feeling well and forgot to email. In one of my classes I even had something due.

I’m freaking out that I will get a B because of missing that assignment in one class, and missing participation in all the classes (since I’m graded on attendance)

I don’t know what to do. I can’t really bs myself out of this but at the same time, I can’t be completely honest and email my professors like (trigger warning) “Sorry, couldn’t get to class this morning because I was up all night and morning contemplating suicide due to severe depression and anxiety. I’m still here though so please don’t fail me”

Maybe this thread belongs elsewhere but this is the only forum I sort of know some users in