(((((((((Christina)))))))))
I'm SO glad you can break your lease and go home!!
It's an awful thing being stuck somewhere that's feeding a terrible state of being (also incidently speaking from experience, though much different from yours). May even the knowledge of leaving on the near horizon give you some sense of peace. You are so strong, and I believe you are right in thinking the move will help you in overcoming this terrible chapter. .

As tor venting, BipolaRNurse said it well -- if not here, where? Vent away.