So a little holiday break from therapy was fine, I was pretty busy but I thought I would be excited to go back. I was supposed to write about some uncomfortable feelings that I find horrible and talk about it in my next session. I almost talked about it last time but figured it would be better if I write more about it. Well, I did write little bit but now I can't really put all the thoughts together and I don't really feel like talking about it. In fact, I already feel like all I'm going to say is nothing answer I don't know to everything and I'm just going to waste the whole session. I don't know if it's because of the break or I'm just really annoyed with the whole thing or I'm just trying to avoid taking about some things. I don't even know what I'm asking here, I think I'm just frustrated. I felt like I was going somewhere and now it's all just blah.