There are these moments when I feel so alone. It's a really unpleasant feeling. Like this black hole inside me and a darkness all around.

I wish you would give me a transitional object. Like a stuffed animal or something. Perhaps that would help. But I know you won't.

I like the way you are most of the time, but sometimes I wish you were more like a normal therapist, the kind that gives transitional objects to their clients.

ETA: In the past, I'd just get wasted to stop feeling this way. I don't do that anymore, but I still don't know how to deal with this feeling. It mostly happens when I'm in that twilight zone of sleep deprivation and over-caffeination such that I'm tired but can't sleep. I'm sure my brain chemistry is just out of whack because of it. Maybe I should ask you how to deal with this feeling.