I have this "problem",dont used to have it, but lately ive been with this.
Since a while that ive been just spending the time at home, just going outside very little, and if I go its just for buy things at the store, or move using a taxi.
So all the time at my home makes me create a barrier between me and the outside.
I really dont like people here where I live, Im from Argentina, i have a very cultural gap with the most amount of people, I feel like a foreign.
I started to have this rejection to my compatriots a time ago, then i just stopped/missed to think about this, but sometimes came back.
I dont like the way people here talk, less than how they think (which think and talk is kinda the same).
I dont like the culture here. Argentina have really low knowledge about global culture and history, talk with people here is pretty poor.
So I make my own bubble with my own interests in my head, and when i go outside the bubble just pops and i feel all so... disagreeable.
Its not that i have a problem with this, its not agoraphobia, or something that makes me not function, its just a something i thought good to share, and see if other people can relate with this.
But yes, i algo have that strange feeling due the lot of time spending at home so when i go outside i have to get used to the feeling, to the movement, and all of that, my mind goes really slow lately, Im a mess, ive been sleeping bad, wake up at night, tired at day.
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