For a while now I think i've been suffering from Depression, but I distracted my mind from that thought by spending hours and hours a day on the internet. But now, its affecting my school work. I dont start to do my homework until 3 in the morning because I cant take my eyes away from the screen. Not to mention its hurting my friends and my family...I feel like im letting them down because I can't properly vent my emotions.
My mom knows about my self infliction(Cutting) that I did before and she swore she would help me...but she hasn't done a thing.
My friends dont seem to get it either
I dont know what to do anymore
Im drowning in my feelings and slowly loosing my grip with reality
Please help me
Im loosing myself