im so sorry you are feeling alone at a time like this first you can come here any time to talk to get advice sombody will respond, its just we are all on diferant time zones
if you si there is a place you can talk about that here as well here is a link
http://forums.psychcentral.com/postl...ard=selfinjury
is there somebody at school you can talk to a school nurse student services or school councillour,
again you can come here there are many here with similer feelings and hopefully you will feel a little better having ppl to talk to
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