Please don't go on vacation.

I'm so sorry I said that to you yesterday. It was a terribly unfair and selfish thing to say to you. But please don't take those 2 weeks off. I'm having a hard time lately and I need you. Thinking about talking to the substitute therapist is stressing me out. I don't want to think about having to summarize my abusive marriage to another person, a stranger, even if you do respect her. Thinking about all the terrible stuff that happened all at once is very painful for me.