I can't sit still; I'm feeling hyperactive/restless. Manic? Probably not. Hypomanic? Likely.
I'm currently at work, going nuts sitting in my chair. I keep squirming like a toddler who doesn't want to eat their veggies.
I've already walked through the office four times. (It's actually a big building, too.) I'm going to rip my hair out! It's awful.
I also can't sleep. I'm not tired. My eyes are wide open and looking every which way.
When I'm awake, i wander through the halls of my house and at work, just to cope with the restlessness. But even wandering does not help very much. It's like I've got a motor that just won't shut off.
I keep talking to everyone about all sorts of things and unknowingly jumping from subject to subject until someone points it out to me. I'm trying not to jump, but my mouth and mind are traveling too fast. You think I would've learned by now to shut my face.
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