This is just going to be today.
This is just going to be today.
This is just going to be today.
This is just going to be today.
Tomorrow will be better.

I did drive, kind of aggressively. I nearly legally took out a Kia that ran the light. I thought about how horrible the wrecks I have been victim of and steered my big ol suburban around em at the last second. My mirror almost got their rear corner. Their eyes were the sizes of saucers!
My mind is racing too it seems today. Panic mode but not at same time
It can all go somewhere else!
I am at my happy place, the gym, where I can put on my headphones and at least workout until I collapse. I hope I don't go that far again, yoga is weird when I can only stay in child's pose the whole time. My mind just doesn't feel grounded. Everything is happening in front of my face but seems distant too.
Workout time.
Elsa, if your reading, maybe there's truth somewhat in "if you can't fix it, flukkit." I think that could mean to just let it go. Hmm