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Originally Posted by Mbrasil
Same! I’ll be sitting at work and will question everything. Like was that a real noise I heard out there or am I hearing things or I’ll fumble over the keyboard and be like why is this happening am I bout to schiz out I have trouble in the moment comprehending things because I’m not really paying attention but yea sounds like we are having a lot of the same stuff. You on any meds?
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Nope, i dont take anything
The deal with schiz is that it will basically ruin my life, i will be super lucky to hold even the retail job and be able to finish my education
And with all those worries i feel like i lack motivation to do anything. Like when i was worried about cancer, i've only wanted to just watch movies or lay in bed. I can't force myself to do something.. Well i mean, i still want and do go out when i can, but it's hard for me to do something chore-like... I can't force myself to practice an instrument or draw.. I always feel like "well im done for, why bother" but at times my anixiety lets me off and i feel normal. My health fears feel insignificant and i can do things i want to do creatively.
At work i get easily distracted and concentrate poorly on my job because i always have the disease on my mind
Today i was off my work and it's 8pm and i was fine so far, no voices or anything... I mean i don't think ive heard anything aside from like a knock downstairs, but again there is still way to explain it rationally