Day was a little better. Then got a dang call from M-caid people wanting to do some home visit with a peer person. I was good with it til the person got really pushy. Right now I don't really trust people esp mental health stuff after what happened the other day.

Anyways thx for letting me vent. Just wish I chose my words differently that day and like I said it was fueled with anger than anything else. I have had no teeth for 10 yrs Medicare wouldn't pay for dentures and with the medicaid they are giving me a hard time bc i need more comprehensive work to get a denture to even work. 10 yrs of bone loss makes it hard to get a denture to fit and with an incorrect bite jaw shifted as a result of no teeth they need to break my jaw, then do bone grafts from my hip to build up lost bone and then implants. Medicaid says its cosmetic wtf ever. Tried to get my last dentist who said I needed all that send me my records to give to medicaid - they sent me someone else medical records and who knows where mine went and 2nd request of my records were lost as well. I filed complaints for hipaa violations. I am just really exhausted fighting all this and why I said "do you pay for funerals" I feel like I will wind up dying before I get the help - my mom did - short story filed for ssdi 6 yrs denied - she died and the day of her funeral she got the SS award letter...that is where my sarcasm was coming from...she was 46 when she died..i am 46 and fighting the same broken *** system she did...