I hear you sweetie
I hear you loud and clear...betrayal is one f the most triggering and awful things that can happen to anyone, especiallyif it happens over and over again by people in authority, parents, friends, school .....
It is so hard to overcome, because with is comes mistrust, insecurity, low self esteem, lack of confidence....after 40 odd years I am slowly, very slowly finding my feet...with it comes severe anxiety and depression. I have never ever been religious, spiritual yes.....I have started prauing and I have found some kind of a light going on somewhere deep inside......I'm not telling you to pray, just how it has been for me...a comfort....
It's hard when we're feeling so down to find anything to grasp a hold of....believe me I've een there...desparate, suicidal even...but there is ALWAYS hope...always...please hold on to that if nothing else, there are people here who have beenthrough the most horrendous experiences and are here to tell others that you can pull through...and you will. I know this because you are reaching out here, that is a start.
I wish you love, peace of mind and hope...always remember there is hope...
hugs if that's ok, my sincere best wishes, pm me anytime.....
Jinnyann xxxxxxx
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