Sorry for a 2nd thread, but I'm having suicidal thoughts big time -- though I'm not even depressed or mixed. (Actually euphoric.) I just can't handle this physical agitation any longer, as it's driving me off the edge. It's such an uncomfortable, restless feeling that I've never felt before. I'm too revved up. Heart racing as well and thoughts zooming at a million miles per hour. I'm also not sleeping well, so I'm awake and dealing with this crap at least 22 hours a day. It's too overwhelming that I just want to die to get away from it all

I attempted to contact my pdoc a few hours ago, but I had to leave a message. No response yet.

I hate klonopin, so I don't want to take it. I'm afraid I'm going to hallucinate.