I am such a worthless loser. I had gone 65 days without cutting. 65 days, over two months, the longest I had gone in two and a half years. On day 66 I screwed up big time! I had to get 18 stiches on my wrist. My parents put me under house arrest (mind I'm 24). I'm not allowed to see my boyfriend. This sucks! And then I was so pissed off about all of that I cut again last night. These ones weren't bad; just scratches really. I'm so mad at myself. I spent most the day Saturday crying. When I wasn't crying I was sleeping. And Sunday I pretty much slept all day. AHHHHHHHHHHH I just want to quit!!!