My parents are coming over today. They live 6 hrs. away. I cleaned my house as good as I could but still feel nervous about them criticizing me over something. I hid the smokes and liquor. But I'm sure they will find something else to pick on. I have also lost 30 pounds since I saw them last but I doubt they will notice or say 'hey, good job' I just wish they would love me and support me no matter what I do. I'm 38 years old and I should be able to live the way I want to live without the fear of my parents finding out. I care what they think even though I should not give a rats asss.