Ok. so you did it. now we start fresh right? youre parents are worried about you. they probably dont know any other way to help you. but to keep you home. You are not a loser.
You are so nowhere even CLOSE to being a loser.

Ok so here is where I say i dont know about your parents but it sounds like they are trying right? (could be way off base here)

I hope you feel better soon. and maybe while on house arrest talk to them??? tell them why we do this? why it seems like a release? and tell them it is not a suicide attempt. maybe print up some info on SI?

Just an idea....take care. Feel better.

Colleen