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I can vividly recall being in my crib, standing and rattling the bars. I know I was very afraid, but don't remember about what. My mother was schizophrenic and slept a lot. I may have been afraid of being left alone. I guess I had to be between 2 and 3 years old then.
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I am an RN who is now not working and on permanent disability (SSD) for PTSD.
Current meds:
Buspar
Citalopram
Quetiapine (for sleep)
I currently isolate everyday. I am ok with that, but some times feel lonely. However, I do not want to have a relationship in the real world in person as people make me nervous. I have trust issues. 
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