oh no, this IS obvious... it's his fault and he knows it. Of course, on the phone he says "i am not into anger and blame..."

yeah? i am. IT'S YOUR FAULT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU did this. NOT me.

He made a very, very bad call. He hurt me very deeply. He didn't trust me. For all of his talk about trust. i think he put his feelings first. Very, very bad call.

yeah... they make mistakes.. but mistakes cause damage. i made the mistake of rear-ending a mustang. Oops didn't seem to cover it. i don't think the other driver wants to spend an hour with me.

it has distressed me since Thursday. i have not calmed down one iota (what IS an iota anyway?).

Trust. Right. Sure buddy. Anytime you wanna stop hurting me. i thought this was supposed to be a place where i could learn to trust bit by bit and NOT get hurt for doing it.

But you know what? i used to it too right? i can handle being ripped up, been there, done that and by worse than this jackass. He can go fluff himself. In fact, i know how to hurt him too. i watch, i learn. i know he feels a special sort of pain when i compare his words or actions to previous or current people. There is a slight bit of anxiety there... he worries a bit.

i am feeling a tad evil and liking it.