I went to my therapist today at 11:30. Turns out that the appointment was for 11 and I was late at the hospital.I have never been late. Dunno how i got confused. She didn't seem pissed but I felt really really bad. I asked her what could be done and she said that we still had 30 minutes and I felt really really hurt. We talked for 5 minutes and suddenly there was a siren and we had to evacuate the wing. On the way out she was talking to her friend who is a doctor and I was walking alone. I felt so rejected and terrible.
She obviously didn't charge me and we fixed a new appointment for Monday.

I finally got out my apartment yesterday and got mugged at a busy street. Then this happens. Maybe I should just stay in.
I have been diagnosed as being bipolar and am very depressed right now. Have important exams in a few days and don't know what to do.