<font color=purple> Hi CryingChild,
I use to cut and sometimes I still get the urge to, but I don't act on it. I have made promises and those promises will stay.
Not everyone is going to understand why "cutters" cut. They have it in their head that we are bad people and that we are doing it for attention, but only the "cutters" and other cutters around them understand. I cut all the time without having suicidal thoughts, I just wanted to feel free, free of pain and worry. I didn't want to die, but I wanted to feel free. So, no you can't expect everyone to understand why we do it, it is just not going to happen.
This week I have felt like cutting and I have had to fight it so hard that I had to throw my razor into the field with my boyfriend standing right there next to me, so he knows I meant it and so I know I meant it. I would love to cut right now, but I can't.
Cryingchild, everything is going to be okay. No one is crazy for cutting themselves, not me, not you and not anyone else. It will be okay! </font color=purple>
<font color=blue> Hugs to you,
Brandi (angelkitten)
Kitten "meow" </font color=blue>

"Some people say that kittens are sneaky, evil, and cruel. True, and they have many other fine qualities as well." Missy Dizick