My T dropped the bomb on me today that she is going to be retiring. In the summer, she will be moving about an hour and a half away from here and only have a part-time practice, eventually dwindling it down to completely retired.

I'm crushed. It was unexpected to me - however my little ones were very in tune that she WAS pushing away the attachment.

She made a comment that really hurt. That she didn't keep good enough boundaries with me and that's why it hurts so much. That she allowed me to see her twice a week, and loads of email and that it was "probably a mistake on her part". It made me feel like she regretted the relationship and wishes she could take it all back.

I'm completely crushed and just have been bawling since the session. I have 2 choices. Continue seeing her, or don't. At this point I don't know...

I don't know what I'm expecting out of this post, I'm just completely a wreck and wish it was all a bad dream.