I too wait, give it another day, oh wait one more day. On and on I go. I hate asking for help or if I ask for help was it to soon. I even hide it from family and friends.

I have even lied to docs and than have to turn around and tell them I lied. I feel like it will get better on it's own. I get the failure feelings, you will be looked down upon.

Its a circle that I want out of so bad, but have not been able too.