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The first visual memory I have is me looking through the spindles of my baby bed, as a baby, and seeing a horrible demon thing looking at me through my bedroom door. I was frozen in fear.

My counselor helped we work through that.

I also have fragmented memory of being a baby and being held by my upper arms with a very angry face in front of me.

That memory is visual and somatic. I can see it and feel the hands on my arms.

It took a while to process that one and it was intense.

Babies do remember.