I have a hard time understanding why my symptoms do not exhibit like many of yours do.

I have no co-consciousness. But I have had some recovered memories of myself in this other state. I know that my alters, or at least the primary one, have attitudes about me similar to the attitudes that my Mother and Brother had toward me. Basically my feelings were never a consideration in my Mother's and Brother's minds. I am fairly sure that my alters feel toward me exactly like my Mother and Brother did. I did not matter to them or, I should say, my emotional and psychological well fair was not a concern for my Mom and she passed this attitude on to my Brother.

I am thinking that this plays a major role in why there is no co-consciousness in my system. I know that they are there but they do not seem to come out much. But they can manipulate me in a billion ways just like my Mother and Brother did and seem to enjoy making me self-destruct.