Have C-PTSD too. Recently, within the past 2 months been having paranoia regarding ex, parents, T, and anyone else that might possibly pose a threat in anyway. All these people I have never had any problems with now it's a huge mistrust. Although it's a feeling and not based on facts, T was like you don't have to see me anymore, and it kinda hurt. Feel like she just pushed me away even though it's just a feeling. Voices in my head, or thoughts that are out of context have really messed up my life at the moment and it's causing me to dive down the depression hole. While I feel ok at times I can feel suicidal the next.