Wow, thanks for the feedback everyone!!

I went and saw my MD today and he prescribed me zoloft and insisted that i keep taking the lamictal.
I felt the best on my paxil/lamictal combo and hopefully i can go back to my happy state with the zoloft and lamictal. I do hope at some point though, that i can go off of lamictal, but like you said myserti, it is a disease and i might need to be on medication.

that is something i have had difficulty coming to terms with.

thanks for everyone's tips and thoughts. i really appreciate them all!!!