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i worry that when i tell him about how i view myself that some of that will rub off on him. that he will start viewing me the same way. that he will feel disgusted and repulsed by me.

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I feel the same way, Alex. I thought I was alone. You're very courageous in telling your T! I'm afraid if I say I absolutely hate (a certain facial feature) that he is going to start staring at it and be repulsed by it just as much as I am. I feel so self-conscious in front of him anyway.

I'm glad that you shared all of this with your T! I hope it helped you feel better about yourself! Take care!