i skipped it. she called me after about 20 minutes. I didn't answer. She left a voicemail asking me to call her. I'm contemplating doing this. All i wanted was a phone call in the first place and i have to act out like this in order to get one, and she wants me to call her back? i feel like letting her know how it feels to want someone to call and they dont. or how it feels to wait on someone. i'm so hurt. and yet i feel guilty putting her through what i go through because it hurts and i care about her so much. what should i do, do i call, how long should i wait, and what should i say?
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