Yesterday morning I was a MESS. The pressure cooker that is my life just exploded. Raging, crying, might as well admit it here... stabbing the wall with a knife (not too many times --I can fix it. Won't be the first time.) I was OVER IT, can't do it anymore, flashing SI over and over...a mess. Things that had all been already going on all came together at once in the most agitated way.

Fortunately, I had a T appt. scheduled in the afternoon. I was still ... not good, but apparently the agitation had worn me out or something, because I was exhausted.

She was assessing where I was at and we went over a safety plan especially as the weekend was upon us. Also emailed my prescriber as she swapped a med 3 weeks ago, and I don't think it's quite cutting the mustard. I don't know if switching back will stop this, but I'd sure like to find out(!) Normally, I'd just switch it back myself, but am trying to do the right thing. (If I don't hear back come Monday though, I will.)

Not great, but holding steady so far today. Been on the forums here for hours. Going to try to do some things now.