I guess I just feel overwhelmed right now. No nibbles unless i have a car and grocery stores/bookstores wont even take a second look at me with a technical background and i can understand why. but its just not what i expected after the first of the year. i figured fresh year, better opportunities...no luck.

Im studying to be a personal trainer. and on a good note the study materials arrived today. hoping to take my mind off of things by reading tonite.

lets hope. thanks for the prayers. i need lots. feeling pretty low right now. lower than low.

colleen