sugahorse It's good to see you again, though unfortunate the circumstances. It's been a long time!

Sorry you are feeling (or rather, not feeling...) this way. You're right, it could be a med thing, but it also could be a coping thing. Or both. Do you tend to stuff things down and/or feel overwhelmed? I do. And I find it not unusual to have a non-response a lot of the time. Like I just can't feel it. And I've come to the conclusion that it (in my case anyway) is like a shutting down. Overload's been reached, and I just kind of short out into nothingness. Is it possible something like that's going on?