For those of you who think that I attacked her daughter or the grandchild, I was thinking about how it was fair for her patients and me - in an emotional way. Yes; logically, it's not a matter of fairness or not. But it is that feeling of possibly being ditched that felt like a betrayal in some ways. I don't think it should be that difficult to empathize or understand this given how most of us have a fear of being dropped or ditched. Like I said to the therapist, I am sorry for letting my emotions get the best of me and lashing out; I am sorry from one human being to another. But I am not sorry for expressing myself to her - in a professional setting with her as the therapist.