Just sending some warm thoughts, MusingLizzy.

I'm really sorry to hear about your grandfather. Mine passed a couple years ago, and it hit me a little harder than I expected. It IS hard. And sad. *hugs*. Do you have anything that you can do to help hold on to his memory? Mine was very in to music (he played in several bands) - and part of me honoring him was learning a song that he loved on the piano, for example.

Is there any way to schedule a second weekly session with the T that you have, just for the next couple weeks maybe, to help give you some additional support?

That's awful about your other T. Really ridiculous that she dropped you like that - I am so, so sorry. You didn't deserve that!

*hugs*