{{{krazi}}} I'm so sorry you hurt!

Print out this whole post Wednesday morning (after it's totally done) and take it with her. It will help her understand more of what you can't explain to her yet?

I don't think she knew you expected her to answer the e-mail as an e-mail? If you hadn't had a session and she'd answered the e-mail that day, would that have been okay? I think sometimes what we want and hope for gets mixed up with what the other person knows/doesn't know or even what they are able to do. We can "ask" questions but that doesn't mean we'll always get an answer or that we'll like the answer we get; we can't control the answering of the question, only our own asking.

I hope your crying "helps" you like a good cry can. I sometimes make myself cry because I feel more relaxed and "washed out" afterwards, don't feel so confused and miserable.