Dear Piano 97, Thank you for writing and expressing all you are going through. Exactly what I needed to read since I can relate to all of this and I believe you are reaching many others. You describe very well a situation that is unbearable. Resistance to stress is just not there anymore. The major depression along with the anxiety, nightmares, finished sleeping after a few hours and then racing thoughts, mixed episodes or whatever that is... and the fact that it lasts and lasts forever. I really like what Taybaby wrote. I'll also go out for a walk since I haven't gone out today. Take care and come back on the forum for support.